Saturday, December 29, 2007

Ok, I lied

We're not going dark yet. Sorry. I am a whirlwind of emotions right now. Sad, angry, frustrated, determined. I have to put these somewhere. I should be still and quiet, but I can't bottle myself up like that. I want to scream and jump up and down. I want more than what I have now, the intangible that I know is reachable. What do I have to do to reach it?

The storehouses and reservoirs of strength and determination I have amaze (there's that damn word again) me. They channel my--well, extreme distress; anger is a harsh word--into something constructive and positive.

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