This morning I woke to a beautiful, natural symphony of birds and rain. As I lay in bed, I wondered how I can sustain this wonderful, magical feeling. The answer came quickly.
Don't worry about it.
What I am experiencing now, and have been for months, has been, and will continue to be, extraordinary. I don't want less than this experience.
I've never occupied such a space, and it scares me. No matter. The toughest thing is not being able to share this closely with someone.
Thank you my sensei. I wouldn't be in this space without you.