For a warrior like me....
The warrior of the light is not afraid of appearing to be mad.
He talks aloud to himself even when he is alone. Someone taught him that this is the best way of communicating with the angels, and he ventures this contact.
To begin with, he notes how difficult it is. He thinks he has nothing to say, that he will do nothing but repeat nonsense.
Nevertheless, the warrior persists. He speaks with his heart all day long. He says things he does not agree with, talks nonsense.
One day, he perceives a change in his voice. And he understands that he is channeling a greater wisdom.
The warrior appears to be mad, but this is only a disguise. He has dared to seek the information he required from his angel, and has succeeded in obtaining it.