My mood now is a little cloudy, like the skies out my window. But even now, I smile. It's ok for me to be a little gloomy. It's good to feel that tinge of sadness, melancholy. It comes, I feel it, and I let it out. I'm not afraid of it. There is always a silver lining to the sadness I feel. It's not stubbornness or naivete that make me feel this way. My heart is in a vastly different and beautiful place. I only wish I could share intimately what courses inside of me.