I am jealous of you.
I am envious of you.
Instead of feeling downcast, and downtrodden, you feel strong, alive. You must know who you are.
I cry when I think about you. I cry tears of sadness because I don't know if I have the strength, resilience, fortitude, persistence, energy, wherewithall you have. I cry tears of joy knowing that one day I can be like you. Don't lose everything you have. I need your example. The world needs you. Someone out there needs you.