Tuesday, April 22, 2008


The Cosby story is still crystallizing in my mind. All of the good that I seek and want to be as a man is there.

If you wonder why I seem so damn obsessive, work so damn hard, try so damn hard, want this so damn much, feel what I feel so damn deeply, read it again.

I want to be as selfless as I can possibly be for someone. I don't want to be in my life for me, I want to be in my life for someone else. If this exposes me to getting my ass kicked, so be it.

I just don't give a damn. In this moment, I know what I can be. And I will be it.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not angry. I feel this very deeply. And no, I'm not letting go of what I can do and what I can be.

(Ok, maybe I'm a little defiant.)

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