You have the N-word, and the F-word. Then there is the A-word.
The word grates on me because there has usually been a but right after it (as in, you're an amazing guy, but...). The word has been on my mind a lot. I want to be more than amazing. I'm ready to be everything. I want to be everything. (Dare I say, right now, I am everything...? ;-)) A little ambitious, yes. That's why stars are in the sky. To make you reach for something greater than yourself.