Answering the call

Every ounce, every drop, every scintilla, of pain, anger, anguish, suffering, vibration, every tear, every cry to God in the middle of the night, all the negative emotions I will feel this week I will not run from. I will embrace them, feel them, touch them. Even when they weaken me, and drop me to my knees, laying me low. I will not seek them, they will come to me. And I will have to cross swords with them. I will not be vanquished by them.