Deeper, deeper

There are some things that I feel deeply about. Which are hard to let go of. Matters of the heart is one of them. If something, someone, has touched my heart, even if the feelings aren't duplicated, it's hard for me to let go of something I feel is special. I treat it like gold. Which it is. It serves to reinforce what I have inside, and what I have and want to give. I often wonder why, how, I can let go of something so unique and so special. When I feel expansive like this, I don't want to close it up, hide it. I want it out there, in the world, even if it's not returned equally.